BOOK ASTRONAUT

Hi, I'm back. As much as possible, I want to get everything out of my mind and keep all of it in this single blog post. First semester really sucked. I mean, okay, if rounded off, I had an average grade of 98 for the first grading (97.75 organic) and that's probably the ONLY above average thing that happened to me all sem but other than that, HELL. Let me start off with how much I hate most of my teachers. They're the worst I've had. On the upside, they DO teach (but not the important ones; let's get to that part later) and they're fun to have class with and on the downside, their EQ is bursting everywhere. Let's tick each subject teacher off the list one by one (sorted according to schedule). BUSINESS MATH, you're fine, Ma'am. You're probably the teacher who we're under with the most wisdom. You're naturally smart without a hint of arrogance and being a show-off. Although, why do you have to make this rule where we are deducted 1pt...

I just found out, I can never be capable of being in a relationship. Which is a good thing (or bad, maybe, IDK).  Okay, here's one tiny important but a severely significant fact about me--I have a hard time getting over love interests. I swear to the gods, that's a real pain in the ass. Of all life aspects that I could be slow at getting over, it's love interests! Why couldn't it be ended friendships? Or book sales I could've availed had life not been too cruel? Why do I have to carry the shame of being the type of girl who takes time getting over a boy?! HEAVENS IF YOU FEEL THE SHAME I FEEL RIGHT NOW THEN YOU WOULD'VE KILLED YOURSELF ALREADY. I'm fine with Mom pressuring me into maintaining my grades. I'm fine with a heavy rain on a class day and I didn't bring an umbrella. I'm fine with Premiere projects taking days to render and export. I'm fine with a missed quiz or exam. I'm fine with a classmate talking behind m...

Only I can heal myself.