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Hi. Life update. There's a pandemic right now, it's the COVID-19. Most of the country--and the world--is on quarantine. Everything is so weird. Our classes have been suspended indefinitely. Our final exams may be canceled. My grades may not be pulled up anymore. I've been working on that for the past months and now the probability of it happening is getting close to zero. Ergo, my life is suspended. Everything about me is everything that happens in school. 90% of my life take place in that university and to have a pause (hopefully, would not be a stop ) in the events of my life is severely affecting me. For one, I'm not used to being locked up in the house with no purpose. Normal is when I'm studying and fulfilling the only reason I'm probably even alive--which is to achieve colorful things in my academics. Anyway, it's a rough week. I'm worried about my parents, my sister, my dogs, my friends, and myself. To be constantly this worried makes me weak ...

I never had plans for Valentine's, nor was it or has ever been relevant to me. It just funnily makes me giddy, the fact that we were in the same place at the time February 14 started. We were at different tables, doing different things, but we were only a meter away and it felt like a foreshadowing of how it is together that we will be welcoming all other 214s.

I'd be wearing your jacket and we'd be eating Marty's while watching an anime you'd recommend.

Hi. I know I haven't been around too much. Just wanted to let you know that I am currently in the state of being lost. I still have to find myself.